My Happiness

many things happened these days and i would like to find an answer for all the questions in mind. a challenge, for me isn’t an easy word, i always take it seriously and don’t give up until i finish what i’m doing. i want to clarify things that is unclear, but in a way, i’m really scared of what i might find out. i don’t know what i want anymore and what i need, i tend to forget my own needs for wants of others, that is a good thing right? but in nowadays it is not. maybe in Bible, and for Jesus, it was a good thing to do, letting others to be above you so that you can be humble and you will appreciate other people more. not everyone thinks this way anymore, and i even don’t know what to do anymore. who am i?

there are things to remember…

1. in a action, there’s something that is implied.
2. that something might be negative or positive, depends to the actor.
3. and the receiver would think of the possible things that is implied.
4. depends to the observation he/she would see from the actions of the actor.
5. it would surely leads to misunderstanding if the actor would act carelessly.
6. and even the receiver would doubt that the said things were true, if he/she don’t see how things are going compared to the things that has been said.
7. finally, chances will be gone and it might affect many things…
8. until you’ll regret what you have done…

things happen only once… and that might change your life a lot, for good, or bad.

being optimistic all the time is sometimes being described as blinding yourself with what you don’t want to see/feel. being numb is hard, as the things go on, you are still hurt by the truth that you can’t change, truth that you cannot control anymore, truth that is hold by someone else, and the reality that isn’t the way you wanted to be…

MY HAPPIEST MOMENT IS…

when my IDEALS meets the REALITY…

when my happiness becomes my love…

and when YOU and I will be together…

I LOVE YOU…:D